Amnesia

I just got a list a problems that I’d rather write about then talk about

I don’t gotta hear your argument and I don’t gotta hear you run ya mouth

I just left the city with nobody but my girl

Let's see what the world about

Me and moms on common ground

Hatin' **** chalk em' out

I’m gettin' money now

Shit it’s funny how they sleepin'

But I’m living what they dreamin'

Am to the pm

I ain’t never leavin'

I ain’t reach my peak

And I ain’t sip enough to outrun the demons

Shit I’m off the deep end

Man I’m on a tangent

Who cares they like it honest

Still check yo gram from time to time

Hope you know you got an open line

Hope your mom is doin' fine

Hope you focused on your life and not another guy

But if you do

Hope you get that thing I didn’t have

Hope the next time I see you I don’t freeze up

'Cause I Just got a lot of shit up on my chest that I can’t bench press

I just got a lot of regrets that I can’t recompense

That I can’t defend

That I can’t pretend wasn’t me man

Shit

Wish I could forget

Wish that shit made sense

Wish I wasn’t mad cringe

But it is what it is

When it isn’t what you want so fuck

Never felt good enough

Diamond in the rough stuck in the rough

Still can’t budge

Still can’t trust

Still can’t love

I'm still but still can’t sit still when I think you know what I'm not

Silence be too loud that’s why music my backdrop

That’s why I’d rather be alone

That’s why I’m in the studio

That’s why I’m cool with you gone

That's why I hope