There's a noose around my neck

Even though it's made of words

It still has the same effect

Now it's time to come down

Clinging on to hope is not enough

No one else to hold my body up

Pale blue from this hypoxia

It's all in my head

I don't want to see you cry

You were never here to pry

Lost, confused and pessimist

Not a life i would have missed

I don't want to hear you say

"You tried" are words that never pay

Your lies are all you're listening

To make sense of your missing humanity

There's a voice inside my head

And i don't want to hear it

Drilling in my brain

I don't know what to do to clear it

Call for help because I'm about to watch it drain

Put me in a jacket I'm about to go insane

People think that just because they're in a line to see you

That you get cured from thoughts that you can't even bear within you

It's not enough to hang around to ask a lot, "what's with you?"

You'd better the fuck away before i do this right in front of you