Still Standing

I found the letter that you wrote him Saying everything I should have known it But I held onto that dream That you'd always stay true to me Stay true to me Ya you're love had left me blinded I'm see the signs I missed and now I'm finding That underneath your kiss Was a world full of lies and poison I can't ignore them I've been throwing down Throwing down whiskey tonight I've been trying to Trying to stay busy but I can't fight The feeling that the walls are shaking The ground is gone from underneath I don't know what to believe Both my knees are tired of praying Don't know if I will be alright Walking on the edge tonight But I am still standing Yeah I'm still standing I woke up a little hazy Felt the cold side of the bed it's crazy How fast it sobered up my head Re-playing all the words you said They're echoing I'll be throwing down, throwing down whiskey tonight I'll be trying to Trying to stay busy but I can't fight The feeling that the walls are shaking The ground is gone from underneath I don't know what to believe Both my knees are tired of praying Don't know if I will be alright Walking on the edge tonight But I am still standing Yeah I'm still standing All of these memories raining down on me I take a shot for every one I see I'm so far gone but what I can't believe Is how I'm still here On my feet I've been throwing down Throwing down whiskey tonight I've been trying to Trying to stay busy but I can't fight The feeling that the walls are shaking The ground is gone from underneath I don't know what to believe Both my knees are tired of praying Don't know if I will be alright Walking on the edge tonight But I am still standing Yeah I'm still standing