Euphoric

Carnival games, party in the funhouse Everything changed, walking through the front now Show enough face, money in a cup now, oil my plate If I ever touch down, there goes that plane Blow out my smoke, don't blow out my flame, okay? Thought they said the future was a ways away Feel like I been living in it day-to-day Safe to say I'm on one like before It's when the green light drops, you floor it Shit we used to love got boring All these drugs don't feel euphoric no more And you know Had to get the show on the road No lives left, we gon' roll Sayin' hopefullly Someone brought the honey, not the potpourri Don't know how to mourn, I keep the ghosts with me Is the feeling guilty, how it's supposed to be? One hand counting all the loyalties If the ship wrecks, would you roll with me? Stumble through the fire and the cold with me, taking hold of me Gotta be for more than just the dopamine I'm on one like before It's when the green light drops, you floor it Shit we used to love got boring All these drugs don't feel euphoric no more And you know Had to get the show on the road No lives left, we gon' roll Out of my control And every time I go out I'd rather stay in Can you blame me? People faking on the way in The ones who tell me I'm the greatest be the same As the ones who tell me don't get famous, don't want you changing Lucky, no complaining, keep the pain in Do some rearranging when it's vacant And I work for more than payments, but damn it's paying She call me when she faded, see how my day is now I'm cold blooded I don't talk 'Cause I was down For so long Now I'm here It's all wrong It's all gone