Essay

How many words I gotta say to get into your head? I'm like one essay deep, just hope I get an A But if I get a B I hope you let me stay I can't keep up with all this simping Shit I know deep down you feeling this I'm so gone, I been feeling faded But without the ganja I'm so lost in your eyes Girl you my blessing in disguise I confessing but with lies You can't tell if I'm alright I was swimming in the water Till you hit me with your tide Now I'm underwater, breathing, I can't tell If I'm alive If it's worth it in the end, then I'll accept it like my prize You say you'll be there, I believe you But not 100%, maybe 80, maybe 90 But you got my consent to be the girl you wanna be for me But don't be upset, If I get too attached I feel like every time I let a girl into my life She start to be there at the right place at the right time And then I fall into this cycle 'bout to lose my mind oh And when I lose my mind I start to question mine I feel so numb inside I keep my guard up high, in case she start to lie this feelin' got me tired How many words I gotta say to get into your head? I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A But if I get a B I hope you let me stay I can't keep up with all this simping Shit I know deep down you feeling this I'm so gone, I been feeling faded But without the ganja I'm so lost in your eyes Girl you my blessing in disguise I can't let you in my life again Ain't tryna go through pain And I believed that said she would stay But it got colder in the rain Why everybody call me bro Sad they used to call me lame So I'm not chilling with no hoes I'll be chilling with the gang Had to put my heart up in a duffy, she don't love me And she still be tryna be my cuddle buddy, she can't hug me Girl you lucky if I give you time I guess it's meant to be I don't answer all these random hoes, when they be texting me I asked God why they have to leave me I guess it was part of the plan I got this pain in my body I won't ever leave me I gotta take it like a man She went and played a nigga that's why I don't trust Now she now she got me looking stupid But I got options thought that she knew this Damn man messed up and blew it Bands man get check run through it I be peeping vibes and I swear they all fake now Never been in good hands need some allstate now Ion got no heart left and I can't donate now I pop out like drake I tell 'em story for the wait now I gotta essay heart for your heart I gotta essay heart for your heart I gotta essay heart for your heart I gotta essay heart for your heart How many words? How many words I gotta say to get into your head? I'm like one essay deep, just hope I get an A But if I get a B I hope you let me stay I can't keep up with all this sipping Shit I know deep down you feeling this I'm so gone, I been feeling faded But without the ganja I'm so lost in your eyes