Hosea.

You took the cure, and you're still symptomatic You can say you're clean, but you're still the addict I punch the mirror I'm sick of you I've had enough I wanna erase me I wanna erase me Yeah, hey I played the whore again Hosea 4 again Was made for more than this I hammer nails into the board again It's like I'm storing sins Up it's a poor defense The biggest hypocrite, I'm sure of it Got no control of this Lost the remote, I'm pissed I'm already cured, I'm im- Mune and imploring him To end the war I'm in Can you color me in from step one? If the drawing is redone, maybe I can be strong But right now, the color is fading, not long Before the lines break and my shape is all gone I need a reset, bring back Who I knew I could've been and Please get, me that Shoe you made me, I think I can Fit this time Before I never lived up If I have you pouring into me, maybe I'll fill 'em Every enemy you place before me, I'ma kill 'em Before I let 'em know me, made a pact and worked together Never ending road in front of me I'm coming clean to you because you Know me best, because you Say less, because you... You took the cure, and you're still symptomatic You can say you're clean, but you're still the addict I punch the mirror I'm sick of you I've had enough I wanna erase me I wanna erase me I've been seduced by the darkness, I let it inside Even though I'm Uncaged., a new prison resides In me this time Let it rip my life from under my Bible It's crazy how the pages get heavier when your mind goes Crazy how the pain in me never emits the right plot Crazy how the enemy severs me (Suicide Thoughts) Did it to myself, huh? Walking on a tightrope Then I took my scissors and cut it, surprised when I fall Why though? Why am I the KillaKilla. guy, huh? (Killa) Why strive for the light if at nightfall I'd try turning on fright, not the right call Might die if I fly (I'ma still try though) Lyricism isn't heroism, it's another symptom Really isn't what I needed, need to see the Spirit in 'em Hearing demons in me isn't fear, but stear clear a little Here I am God, can you use me for a holy mission? Give me trial, give me breakthrough Get me where I want to get to Give me smiles, give me sad tunes Give me everything, I cannot decide I don't wanna be defined easy I don't know what I do Let me live like a bad zoo Uncaged. looking for a home that I've never even been to Pressing for a lifeline, what I've been through Has me feeling like I'm running out of air living on The Moon I wanna be somebody someday Want the world to shiver at the sound of my name Want to prove wrong every single somebody saying I ain't anybody Want to write a new song saying you don't care about me But I never cared what you said The truth is I know I am more, the shoe fits You're clueless, saying I'm a kid, I'm useless Passion comes free, I don't need your two cents I need to lose the floral mask that I wear I need to find The Flame. and burn me, I'm scared I don't deserve this And that's why I'm deserted So I need The Flame. to erase me and finally I'll be Singing a song of hope