Nightmare

On the train again to somewhere Between my home and what I'm looking for I'm getting restless, drop my shit down On the floor in number sixty-four I'm at the function, I can't function A roller-coaster on the bathroom floor It's getting late out, I should check out The morning's only gonna ask for more And I wish I could tell you that I'm taking it back But I couldn't hold another panic attack You tell me I'm wrong, but then you're giving me nothing Yeah, you're giving me nothing and they're holding me back Breaking my fist again the wall, trying to make your castle fall 'Cause you're giving me nothing, yeah, you're giving me nothing Yeah, you're giving me nothing I'm in a nightmare, but I didn't fall asleep I'm on the roof of the fucking hotel just so they can hear me speak Feels like I'm running around, but I'm wasting my time 'Cause my legs are so damn weak I'm in a nightmare, but I didn't fall asleep I didn't fall asleep Call it fate or a big mistake If I don't laugh, there's gonna be some tears Don't get me started, I'll stay guarded I can't trust someone who's never feared That they're not right and that's alright But at least admit it, I can't stand it when they don't I can't stand it when you don't And I wish I could tell you that I'm taking it back But I couldn't hold another panic attack You tell me I'm wrong, but then you're giving me nothing Yeah, you're giving me nothing and you're holding me back Breaking my fist again the wall, trying to make your castle fall 'Cause you're giving me nothing, yeah, you're giving me nothing Yeah, you're giving me nothing I'm in a nightmare, but I didn't fall asleep I'm on the roof of the fucking hotel just so they can hear me speak Feels like I'm running around, but I'm wasting my time 'Cause my legs are so damn weak I'm in a nightmare, but I didn't fall asleep I didn't fall asleep Bad dream, wake up No sleep, no luck Red eye, no lie But I coulda sworn I never went to bed Bad dream, wake up No sleep, no luck Red eye, no lie It's fine, that's right Bad dream, wake up No sleep, no luck Red eye, no lie But I coulda sworn I never went to bed Bad dream, wake up No sleep, no luck Red eye, no lie It's fine, that's right