Crutches

Boredom always lurks within strange places But still I find a way to feed my mind The worlds collide beyond those spaces I'm never sure of what goes on inside If I apologize for every crutch I've used I guess I never would have walked inside those shoes Be hold the world that I've been shaping I never said that I'd belong In other words have I been flaking Don't you know what I would have done If I apologize for every crutch I've used I guess I never would have worked inside those shoes So let me down, down, down, let it bubble all around me Always something else to do, let me down, down, down Let the shallowness surround me, let me drown in it From the tint of my eyes I can see the world Spinning like a girl never satisfied And though it's plain to see, you don't exist for me Don't believe every word that they say So let me down, down, down, let it bubble all around me Always something else to prove, let me down, down, down Let the shallowness surround me, let me drown in it A part of my mind never wonders still Why it's close at hand? It's never out of sight And though it's part of me, you're never going to see Don't believe every word that they say Don't believe every word that they say