Speechless

Silence is golden thats what they told em

But not when its your moment and you chosen

I been waiting too long why the procrastination

Dumb like dying from self inflicted masturbation

Im so much of a genius that I'm an idiot

Trynna be perfect knowing that I been a wreck

Worried about pockets knowing that its been a stretch

This is a test I'm failing to pass

It gets thicker than mud before you see greener grass

In god I believe optimistic indeed trust the process Embid but I'm human I bleed

So sometimes I get lost stare at the stars and the seas

Tend to ponder so long people think I'm a feign

Dumbfounded feeling stuck in a scheme

Sometimes I'm trying to make it through days

Looking blank in the face I got nothing to say

Im speechless

Im speechless

Im speechless

And I'm the writer of the family

Sometimes I be mad at me

Speechless

Yea yo

How you supposed to be the voice of the people

When you look in the mirror and can't even see you

So much on my mind and my heart is heavy

I built up a persona like I never worry

I owe a lot of thank you's and apologies

Those who acknowledged me in my time of need

I done let fans down in Germany

And places I'm just thankful that they heard of me

Child is blessed I'm more Bonds Barry,

More Kyrie, more Jim Carey

Aim for the stars results my vary

Grey clouds follow me can't find the catalyst

I roll cannons cuz life will try to sink your battleships

I be feeling drained like dialyisis

Mixed with the effects of sleep paralysis

Cat got my tongue I'm at a loss for words

Im speechless

Speechless

Speechless

And I'm the writer of the family

Sometimes I be mad at me

Speechless

Im what what what what what what what

Speechless