Something Sweet & Clever

Everything inside me bleeds

Into a void of fleeting memories

And bleak despondency

The apple of my eye has rotten far beyond the core

And as I lie here on the floor

I beg extinguished stars that hell might come for me

If I could write a pretty song

Regarding something sweet and clever

To amuse you for a moment

Maybe leave you for the better I would

But deep down inside all you do is make me cry

You break my heart and make me wanna die

I got no god, no heart, no hope, no girl

I got no faith in anything in the entire world

No second chances to build me back up

I might just be entirely fucked

No love to lose

No ego to repair

Everything inside me screams

The second someone outside says

A single thing I've ever said

It's like my fuckin' head has blacked out windows

And a door that I keep locked 'cause I'm not sure

If anyone could cope if they saw anymore

Than I allow them to

I'm so alone but so are you

I just caught on too soon

Some day you'll see

Some day you'll be

Some day you'll see we're all just fuckin' doomed

Everything inside me cries

For something real to bring me back to life

And all I want is to be happy though I try

I can't seem to put the past away

I got no god, no heart, no hope, no girl

I got no faith in anything in the entire world

No second chances to build me back up

I might just be entirely fucked

No love to lose

No ego to repair

I just caught on too soon

I'm so alone

But so are you

And no one really cares