Reel Pain.

Uh The stress weighing on me, no time to think anymore Monkey up on my back like French Montana mc4 Ion know why I even keep doubting myself But every time they try to take me down I'm proud of myself This shit internal affairs When you move faster than a mazi ain't no time to reflect, and ain't no time to repair Put up a mirror for reflection and stare I'm tryn identify erry feeling that's up inna air That's Cuz eye care yeah uh, uh uh uh I'm really a reader of people All this energy up in the air so I throw on the hoodie and beanie no sigel I was a trailblazer how the fuck you believe that we equal Man they jus must be forgetting I always been doing this shit think they needing a sequel Throw up a deuce and I run to the bag I be keepin it quiet I'm keeping it peaceful I can't stay focused on any one task gotta switch em around just to keep me engaged Failing in class so when I start to rap and I sound like a genius teacher amazed I always knew me you sleep or you wake Sleep is the cousin of death so if you never wake they gon have you a funeral wake Aye, world cold need mo than a sweater Boa I ain't tryna go to coachella I'm tryna do shows at coachella As i leave out the house I prepare for the worst all I can do is hope for the better Sometime I jus be pulling out stacks cause it make me feel better n close to the cheddar Always stress I be immune to the pressure At this point this shit be piling up so I'm dealing with more and some xtra n extra Always someone who be needing my help why I feel like it's always etcetera etc Yo lil participation trophy it ain't gon get by my metal detector My muhfuckin medal detector, aye Boa at this point I got a lot to lose At the same time got a lot to prove Got a couple routes and I got to choose I been checking errything off the list yea I got the beats n I got the shoes What I learnt it ain't bout the color you can get you all the greens it won't stop the blues I choose the weed ion rock wit booze Got my own ways I can cope wit it Pick up a mic they say u cold wit it That's another way I learn to cope wit it It was only Luck I'm a colt wit it Head up can't move broke wit it Take ya pain stuff it wit a poke hit it Damn, uh Turning pain into passion Turn my heart to the art I ain't never know how to fake it It was all real from the start Really I feel like a modern genius Let the schools say I ain't smart Rappin onna beat til the day eye stop hearing that from my heart If i'm being real, come wit me Don't fool me & don't use me Don't play around and start choosing Cuhz We balled, like C Boozer I don't ever wanna get betrayed cuz I coulda did this shit dolo I still remember running to the bus got the wildwood from the GoLo I fly with the midi, and I ain't talm bout Derozan But I'm fina go to the west coast and then go make some cold shit Ion even ask a whole lot, I just wanna solid foundation I ain't trippin over pussy cats cuz I'm wit my dawgs n my dalmatians We be high n plotting domination Prescribe weed like a doc patient Gettin money is my occupation Movin up like the slot evasive You ever felt the feeling of giving ya all to something and they all lookin past it You ever saying some real shit but they ain't get it boa the mental is drastic Ima do what I gotta do, it's for my own good I'm hoping that they pass me up, cuz all the bros should I just sit back dropping tears while I'm rolling those woods Ever had to lie about the pain like it's feeling so good What I look like after long nights Bet you see my eyes getting lower Bet u see the shade getting darker I can feel my brain move slower I been seeing purple High up in the sky but I'm still not goin solar It's a herb come from the earth wonder why it keep me down to the flo I'm grounded Ima go stand on my truths, I don't give a fuck how they think that it maybe had sounded I had to get to the money this shit it ain't funny we too old for allowance I don't think ima ever feel popular even if everyone saying my name Cuz I used to be the outcast member what it's like when u the1 dat they clowning I never trip it made me who I am Keep a smile boa it's only pain Muscle up I just won't complain Til the day it drive me so insane They already knowing how I'm coming But they never knowing what I'm finna say Free spirit ima free speaker 16 talkin wit a Gold haze Droppin diamonds Don't ever trip it's just timing Sit back stars be aligning When you under pressure just do what you do best and you'll be fine It's a middle finger if you looking closer but it's really just a peace sign Telling soul stories on a macbook credit go to God and steve Jobs Had to keep it real buckle down can't live more than 3 lives Put my energy in one tank then let the clip go fly To fail feel like I died But it can't hurt ta try I guess I just gotta higher standard You don't see it thru my eye Purple