Chasing Time

Back when I was hella shy I lived in my headphones listening to different vibes Couldn't do the suit and tie Even if the bread's long trying to start an enterprise I don't mean to halt your bus I mean all in all it's on us if we choose to fly No matter how you live your life (yeah) Even if you do, you die Lately I've been looking for some inspiration Meditation never seems to work so I rewatch the Matrix Tell the agents they can't beat the hero If life is sweet, I'd like to be somewhere inside the churro Just in this last year I went through more than I could know In and out of love, did some drugs, still don't feel close To where I wanna be like am I just a wannabe Looking at my fans like what the fuck do you want from me? Feel like I'm trying to sell you a picture that I'm still painting Feel like I don't believe in God but know the pressures of Satan Feel like we all become blobs and learn to hold all the pain in And by time that we let it out, we're already so jaded Forgive my misery, still feel like a kid to me Though my imagination ain't half as strong as it once was All the preparation will not help much when life punch us Until you learn to walk around with nun-chucks Back when I was hella shy I lived in my headphones listening to different vibes Couldn't do the suit and tie Even if the bread's long trying to start an enterprise I don't mean to halt your bus I mean all in all it's on us if we choose to fly No matter how you live your life Even if you do, you die I've been costing pavement, think I've lost my spaceship Wonder if I'll get home all these observations Thoughts I'm chasing on the real I'd rather caution tape it Off to face you find a ways to really be alone like Do I even fuck with myself? I Have misplaced my identity in my outer shell I don't know, I can't tell I just tell people I'm well Or more specifically Gucci though I cannot afford Louis But I don't think that I want designer bags I am not the type to follow fads I just simply buy the shit I like Or second-guessing all the shit I write Until I get a DM on how my album had saved their life, amazing Don't know what to say G Success is subjective, without objectives you go crazy Trying to live your life in some shoes And you know damn well don't fit While your pride's not showing you how to quit, shit Back when I was hella shy I lived in my headphones listening to different vibes Couldn't do the suit and tie Even if the bread's long trying to start an enterprise I don't mean to halt your bus I mean all in all it's on us if we choose to fly No matter how you live your life Even if you do, you die