We Spilled the Water

So, this is it the curtain drops there’s no ovations and applause

Only silence deafening and still

Now who had thought the final act could be so close to our end and is the sign of our mass extinction

Should have told, so long before

Should have seen the possible outcome

Now it’s too late we spell the water

The things we did, just cannot be undone

Sorry for not being there when you needed my hand

I’ve been busy with fishing the windmills and sorting some drawers and shelves in my head for intangible sake of the better tomorrow

I am not a gift I understand and sometimes things get easily out of my hand

And spiderweb is covering the surface of the glass and there is no change

Should have told so long before

Should have seen the possible outcome

It’s too late we spell the water

Things we did just cannot be undone

Cause you’re my reason to live

To die, to fight, staying alive and to smile in the face of the troubles of different kind

Keep asking myself the question why

Those demons in my head are taking control over time the deadlines and schedules are slipping away out of sight and out of mind i feel stuck in life changing decisions

I have let you down, I understand. But this time things got terribly out of my hand. And that is something that I’m not able to control and it won't change