dividends

I spent some time asking why I still don't know the answer It's like a target on my skin The soul gets colder after I've seen some things you won't believe The scars I loathed, I harbour And let it burst off in my pen 'Cause I don't ghost my past Nah Sorry if i'm making it hard for you lot Reap the seeds I sew Found bliss in ignorance Plead innocent I bleed the stone I seen a ghost in intimates receding clothes See no evil Live with it Ain't spiritualist But spirit sip Found some pain in militance And found a grave in innocence But still I twist my fingers in The shape of my affiliates Whilst pouring sips on dividends Came up out the dirt like i was taking pills from limitless Phil keeps ears ringing like tinnitus Don't press up on me I know some pressure on me Never guessed I know my purpose The way i'm stepping with my pen You better roll with burners Beemers skrting Evil lurking Gotta keep determined Even with the shit I've seen I can't be preaching perfect I spent some time asking why I still don't know the answer It's like a target on my skin The soul gets colder after I've seen some things you won't believe The scars I loathed, I harbour And let it burst off in my pen 'Cause I don't ghost my past Nah I'm esc until I R.I.P