I've been on a high, I've been on a high, for all the times that I was low, now, I can't

Even lie, I close my eyes, and pray I wake up with the love, yeah, I ain't gon' lie, been a little fucked up, ****, might die, fillin' my cup up, remember the time, I was down bad, on my ass, ****, ****, need to pick up a bag, then I picked up the pen, gotta work on these ****, now these shorties in the club tryna twerk on a ****, I done said no more times that a man can count, I think it's time to put the music out, I think it's too far to come up and suffer, and I came here to work, I ain't coming for nothing

They came for the music, I told them it's coming, I came outta Carolina, started running, my **** need me, and I need my lil' brother, my sister gon' leave, and I won't get a hugger, fuck it, I'm focused, I'm with her, becoming the greatest, to do it, that boy up to something, my ****, ain't seen my mom in months, I pray I get back on this shit in a couple of years, and could honestly say that I got what I want, yeah, I be lying if I said it's easy, the money come fast, and these **** are gritty, I got a lil' buzz, and these **** won't beat me, if only they could see the other side, if you let it, this shit, it'll kill you, no homicide, if I care what **** was saying about me, I tell you I'm stiff

I'm certified, ****, but it ain't my job, I just play my part, say fuck all the fake shit, fuck your clout, I think it's time to put the music out, I been on a high, I been on a high, for all the times that I was low, nah, I can't even lie, I close my eyes, and pray I wake up with the low

Yeah I can't be wasting my time, shit, I can't be wasting my time, focus on personal peace, ain't fucking with me, bitch, I'm taking what's mine, shit, ****, I been on the grind, yeah, I'm putting it out on the line, yeah

All black when I walk in, they looking at me like, who is that ****, no fake drama, no fake friends, just know that I keep it the truth, lil' ****, and know that we solid on this side

This shit here could never be real, my ****, don't be doing too much around me, fuck is you doing, lil' ****, oh my god, for all the times that I was low, on a high, I can't even lie, I close my eyes, yeah, and pray I wake up with the low

Yeah, I ain't got shit to complain about, I came from the bottom, I made it up, it's like she been hitting the fuck out my kid, and I gotta thank god for the rain, the doubt, the tears, the clouds, the fear

Tth rap that I took, I'm writing my book, I'm writing my story, my ****, they don't know what it took, I don't wear the look, shit, fuck all the glitter, my ****, it ain't what I wanted, I ain't never frontin, this spotlight ain't for me, my ****, this spotlight ain't for me, my ****, yeah