But you first

I'll apologise, I swear I will But you first I'll bring back your smile, your joy to fill But you first I'll turn a blind eye, while with your beauty you beguile But you first But you My Deception I'll admit all bad habits I'll quit But you first I'll still all my wit, which I offend you with But you first I'll put my best foot first But you start and I'll return And put me first It's not fair You ask me to forgive But how can I when you don't care You say the right things But when it's time to show up you're nowhere So I won't move till you do Test me and I'll prove it, no This is what you deserve All my pain in return From this flame to a burn This is what you deserve This is what you deserve All my pain in return From this flame to a burn This is what you deserve Though my stubbornness hurt me You don't deserve my mercy So you first My revenge I'll conspire Prisoner of my own ire So you first One day I might learn One's forgiveness you cannot earn But till then you first You first