Why

I'm trying, trying, I'm tryna be better At wrecking all my walls I wanna, yeah wanna let go of the pressure But my lips won't say a word 'Cause I've been so busy, escaping the voice in my head Yeah I know it ain't pretty, I want you to understand That I don't know why I keep my guard up, way too high And it's too damn stuck I know you can't climb So I have to tear it down for you (for you) (Why, why) For you Don't rush me, I'm doing my best at discussing And the sounds don't come easy I'm open, even though it ain't probably showing And I wanna let you in on What I've been feeling, from the good to the bleeding So watch me unfold it, I'm slowly evolving And I don't know why I keep my guard up, way too high And it's too damn stuck I know you can't climb So I have to tear it down for you (for you) And I don't know why As hard as I try, I don't know why I don't know why (why) I don't know why, it's so hard to open up I don't know why (I don't know why) Why, why (Why, why)