Torture

(I don't wanna hurt myself) I don't wanna hurt myself But sometimes I need somebody else And I don't handle loss too well But this time, it's putting me through hell And even though I know It was the best for me It feels like what's left of me Is nothing worth fighting for And even though I know That the past is gone I can't seem to move on I just wanna move on (I wanna move on, move on) And after all that's said and done I thought you'd be the one It's torture (torture) And all the pain you put me through I'd still run back to you It's torture (torture) I don't even know myself Without you, I feel like someone else I just wanna feel like I'm loved 'Cause what I am is not enough Oh no (oh no) And even though I know It was the best for me It took what was left of me What did we give up for? And even though I know That we can't go on I still wanna hold on Do you wanna hold on? And after all that's said and done I thought you'd be the one It's torture (torture) And all the pain you put me through I'd still run back to you It's torture (torture) Oh, down bad on a Friday night Cuts deep, but I won't think twice 'Cause I've grown to love the pain And I can't escape my brain (oh) Torment, but I won't let go Distressed, feeling all alone I'm just crying out your name Will I ever feel the same? Every time I think I'm fine That night comes back to pull me under And I wind up back in my head Thinking about sitting on that bench Hearing you say you don't love me anymore (I don't wanna hurt myself) What did we give up for? And after all that's said done I thought you'd be the one It's torture (torture) And all the pain you put me through I'd still run back to you It's torture (torture) Oh, down bad on a Friday night Cuts deep, but I won't think twice 'Cause I've grown to love the pain And I can't escape my brain Torment, but I won't let go Distressed feeling all alone I'm just crying out your name Will I ever feel, ever feel the same?