War With Myself

I’ve been a sinner I’ve been a saint

I’ve been lost I’ve been saved

I’ve carried my cross and been crushed by the weight

Doesn’t matter where I’m going ‘cause I know it ends the same

I’m at war with myself

I’m scared and fighting like hell

‘Cause it’s deep deep water and I’m going under

I’m at war with myself

(War with myself War with myself)

I’ve tried praying my way out

But the silence was always too loud

I just don't know what I should do now

Every turn I get burned

And what hurts even worse

Is feeling like nothing’s ever gonna fix me

I’m at war with myself

I’m scared and fighting like hell

‘Cause it’s deep deep water and I’m going under

I’m at war with myself

(War with myself War with myself)