I keep staring at the sun
Hoping to bleach out the way you stare
Cause I can't stand to look at you
Without giving myself away
And I can't stand in this room
Without splitting into two
Just one piece for myself
And the bigger half for you to crush
I'm ruined for anyone else
My heart is tainted and black
I'd tear it out and lock it away
If I thought it would hurt any less
I hang onto every word
Hoping my name falls out of your mouth
The sound's like a razor blade
Slicing across my resolve
And I can't stand in this room
Without splitting into two
Just one piece for myself
And a million more for you to breathe
I'm ruined for anyone else
My heart is tainted and black
I'd tear it out and lock it away
If I thought it would hurt any less
I'm ruined for anyone else
I'm ruined for anyone else
I'm ruined for anyone else
I'm ruined for anyone else
I keep staring at the sun
Hoping to bleach out the way you stare
Cause I can't stand to look at you
Without giving myself away
