Complacent

This shit just don't hit like it used to anymore

I'm entirely bored of trying

And lying my way to a semblance of

What I've been told is normalcy

For the thousandth time

I'm fine and I'm dandy

This weather's not great

And it's awful to think that

These allergies just might

Haunt me for the rest of my life

I'll go to bed

And I've learned that patience is key

Cause it keeps me complacent

And I've heard too many stories

Of people who made it

This shit just don't hit like it used to anymore

But it'll settle me down

And make me feel proud of

Getting this far in life

Ooh

For the millionth time

I'm doing my best in this state of unrest

And this ache in my chest goes out to my

Friends of the past tense

We can never go back to then

And I've learned that patience is key

Cause it keeps me complacent

And I've heard too many stories

Of people who made it

Thrive in these tears

For these wasted years

It's hardest for me to admit we're just growing up

Can't coexist

With this iron fist

The world I believed in no longer exists

Test my patience every morning I awake

I wanna call and say I'm sorry but I just can't make it in

Tunnel vision every time I make decisions

I don't care about my money it's a game i'll never win

I've been trapped in isolation

I've been taking my frustrations out on anyone

As they have done the same to me

It's all gone

It's left every one of us alone

To grieve for the comfort we've always been chasing

We can't stay

This change we cannot resist

The world I believed in no longer exists

The world I believed in no longer exists