I Need Help

I think I need some help

I think I’m bout to lose it all

Been standing by myself

Not to sure if I’m really lost

Can never hear my thoughts

Only voices to change the plot

But what’s wrong with my shots

This story ain't good enough

But I thought it was mine

The people said it's fine

I got the green light

Now you change your mind

Don’t like the whole design

Let’s photoshop

And change up my whole life

I don’t think that is right

I don’t understand

What you do not like

Come on man I don’t go no time I swear that I’m trying

Yes! I’m trying and I’m losing myself

Ive been compliant while I’m dying

Got me sitting on shelfs

I think that you don’t know what to do with me

Come around everybody always screwing me

Honestly I’ve been going through this scrutiny

Listen to people who won’t ever listen to me

Like chill I need to get my fill

Too many people here are ill

I should have listened to myself

What happens when I start falling

Still I never hear nobody calling

Guess I should wait till I hit the ground and see

Then they’ll say how great I could’ve been

But for now I guess I should stay humble

Waiting for cookies to crumble

I’m starving you’re giving me crumbs

I brought my own plate

What a mistake

Now it’s extra weight

Now I’m feeling dumb

Keep on saying this is what it is

I’m a be straight this is bullshit

Everybody wan tell you that they gon help you

But where the hell you is

This ain’t fair

Everybody wanna tell you they care

Bitch where

Everybody wanna talk with no ears

Oh ya

I’m getting so tired of entertaining all of these people these scammers these idiots the ones who never seen a dollar nor a crumb but be so quick to holla