Killing Me

Wake up drunk Don't know how but I'll get fucked up again Trash my lungs Running from the fact it'll catch up in the end Waste my life Live every day like a Friday night Pick up when I call cause I'm waiting outside It's too cold and the waters too high Wings grow Detach my halo You make me stay low You are the weight on my ankles that's holding me back Don't say you hate me Don't call me baby Just leave me be And I know it's painful Don't think I'll make it It's killing me I lie awake and stare at my ceiling I can't see the rain but I feel it Bottle it can't say that I'm healing No one gives a fuck bout my feelings Footprints on my back they walk on me my spine is snapped And someone's shouting record that Treating me like a doormat Wings grow Detach my halo You make me stay low You are the weight on my ankles that's holding me back Don't say you hate me Don't call me baby Just leave me be And I know it's painful Don't think I'll make it It's killing me It's killing me