Killing Me

Wake up drunk

Don't know how but I'll get fucked up again

Trash my lungs

Running from the fact it'll catch up in the end

Waste my life

Live every day like a Friday night

Pick up when I call cause I'm waiting outside

It's too cold and the waters too high

Wings grow

Detach my halo

You make me stay low

You are the weight on my ankles that's holding me back

Don't say you hate me

Don't call me baby

Just leave me be

And I know it's painful

Don't think I'll make it

It's killing me

I lie awake and stare at my ceiling

I can't see the rain but I feel it

Bottle it can't say that I'm healing

No one gives a fuck bout my feelings

Footprints on my back they walk on me my spine is snapped

And someone's shouting record that

Treating me like a doormat

Wings grow

Detach my halo

You make me stay low

You are the weight on my ankles that's holding me back

Don't say you hate me

Don't call me baby

Just leave me be

And I know it's painful

Don't think I'll make it

It's killing me

It's killing me