Slippin' (feat. Debórah Bond)

Flipping through the channels night gives way to analyzing/ Mistakes I made in light I contemplate with closing eyelids/ Loudest when I'm quite cause my life was built in silence/ My wins in black & white but it's my sins that come in vibrant/ Color me down bad, stuck in my head/ Toss in my bed, cover my troubles/ But I am a pilot what is ahead edge or a ledge/ Come up or fall off, stumble or roll off/ The episode has ended still ain't much to go off/ Slippin' slippin' slippin'/ It's the night time that always leaves me with these thoughts/ Within the darkest of the hours spiraling deep into my mind/ And oh no! There ain't no place to go/ Who knows the reasons we go through these seasons/ Coping with grievance leaves us open to be roped by demons/ My own misleading I found hope in being hope believing/ That people seeing my achievements wouldn't know I'm pleading/ Mercy oh mercy I feel nothing until it hurts me/ I feel numb from all the dumb things I did trying to feel worthy/ Was I bleeding, was I thirsty something's leaving what dispersed me/ Turn my TV on and I feel something lurking/ I'm in the process of making myself and my artistry one in the same/ It's really hard when you in your heart/ And your logic don't want it to change/ I make a deposit & hope I can profit a feeling or personal gain/ Into the darkness letting the clock tick, working through the pain/ Slippin' slippin' slippin'/ It's the night time that always leaves me with these thoughts/ Within the darkest of the hours spiraling deep into my mind/ And oh no! There ain't no place to go/ It gets me every time/ It gets me every time/ Deep within my mind/ Deep in to the night/ It gets me every time/ Every time/ Slippin' slippin' slippin'/ It's the night time that always leaves me with these thoughts/ Within the darkest of the hours spiraling deep into my mind/ And oh no! There ain't no place to go/