Self Sabotage

You told me things I didn't wanna hear so I would shut you out Sometimes I have a hard time listening when I run my mouth Run my mouth, run my mouth yeah L and W's I get 'em both somehow they even out But early on I realized you're something I can't be without Be without, be without yeah Self sabotage again Lucky I let me in Cause I need you more than you need me You think I don't I'm good at acting Both you and I know deep down I bleed For you Again and again Came for you when the tide rolled in You caught my eye like some good lighting When the wind blows south I'll keep on fighting For you Again and again I'm not rewinding I'm not rewinding No I'm just trying to figure this shit all out Said I wouldn't ever shut the door On all that other shit I said before But what do I know what do I know how do I go around it We're on a waterbed I'm floating I wonder if it will capsize before I jump out Self sabotage again Lucky I let me in Cause I need you more than you need me You think I don't I'm good at acting Both you and I know deep down I bleed For you Again and again Came for you when the tide rolled in You caught my eye like some good lighting When the wind blows south I'll keep on fighting For you Again and again