High

Dropped out of school, rich **** ambition,

stuck in a trap, so we stay in a kitchen

If I’m low tomorrow, being high my religion

thank God

We just had another fight,

I was expecting spite,

frequently I stab your chest with my,

ego driven knife,

I’m a lot to fucking deal with,

realistically you might,

go out and find another ****,

who embodies what you like,

cause I don’t like too many things,

If I can’t crack a book and write,

and these grown men gossip,

like its high school, so I stay high,

irresponsibly, I’m splurging in the name of staying fly,

general facade of an artist, simply getting by,

I always feared what happens, the next time we close our eyes,

so I grew up in a hurry, did what made me feel alive,

but the more you chase the more it’s in your face what’s deep inside,

that’s a enigma for your ass, but I can’t stand these 9 to 5’s

you could catch me in the spot, feeling important with my ties,

staying up like tomorrow, I’ll start sleeping when I die,

I can’t be the man you want, If I can’t grab my apple pie,

before it’s up I came to take it all,

It feeds my pride

I just got to have it

I can’t even help it

searching for the next high in my life

Having trouble staying present

damn uncertainty’s my future

I don’t want to block my blessings

for a shot, I got to shoot you

If I hurt you, please forgive me,

I got many issues,

that fuels my visions of success,

and being influential,

I hope my high on Earth,

won’t cost me being high in heaven,

I talk about the hell we live they say it…suits you

Dropped out of school, rich **** ambition,

stuck in a trap, so we stay in a kitchen

If I’m low tomorrow, being high my religion

thank God

thank God being high my religion

Dropped out of school, rich **** ambition,

stuck in a trap, so we stay in a kitchen

If I’m low tomorrow, being high my religion

thank God

thank God being high my religion

(Oh no)

feels like a cycle

and I’m mad,

it’s not exciting,

to my liking,

I’m a spoiled ****

(for sure)

I look out beyond the limits

I was born with twelve fingers,

you can’t tell me, I’m not different ****

take your time,

when it’s gone, you gonna miss it,

was a reoccurring line,

stubborn me, I never listened,

cause I had a fear that God could take us early,

I’ll admit it, til corona came,

and showed me, I could always live in spirit,

I’m not gonna front to you like I don’t want the finer things,

from surface level, I want everything,

from big cribs, to diamond rings,

platinum plaques, that hang against the wall,

reminding me that I am bettering,

in case I start to fall into the trap of human settling,

that’s how you lose your bitch,

I’m uncomfortable, unsatisfied, and give her better dick,

go through metamorphosis, so nothing’s better than my shit,

making use of time, thrills, and ills,

I’ll bet I leave them sick, ****

I just gotta have it,

I can’t even help it,

searching for next high in my life,

I am just an addict, looking for next fix,

searching for the next high in my life,

I’ll tell you that I need it, fighting with my demons,

searching for the next high in my life,

gotta have excitement,

even if it’s frightening, searching for the next high,

Dropped out of school, rich **** ambition,

stuck in a trap, so we stay in a kitchen

If I’m low tomorrow, being high my religion

thank God

thank God being high my religion

Dropped out of school, rich **** ambition,

stuck in a trap, so we stay in a kitchen

If I’m low tomorrow, being high my religion

thank God

thank God being high my religion