Primitive Urge (feat. Joe Badolato)

I'm sitting while spinning in silence I'm suffocating on the air we breathe Rebuild, repent The thoughts in my head are a fucking disease And now they're absent I hear the disembodied voices screaming at me in the past tense Slowly losing control And now I know that I am all alone Slowly counting down While I'm losing my head with my feet on the ground Fell in love with what it is Silently judging me but you don't know how to live Now die 'Cause I'm feeling alive And manipulating others is just part of your time And now you're dead set on trying to justify The only form of self-punishment is on the inside So sick of people trying to tell me how to live And I can't decipher what box I'm fucking in Makes it hard to breathe Even harder to believe And my feet are tired from walking through hell Now rest No one can save me From the mess I've made Burn my corpse and defile my grave Becoming manic And I think it's time for us to panic It's coming to life I can't sleep with the thoughts that are locked inside of me Paralyzed in the lies that are locked in agony Dance with the dead, I chose suffering instead The only way out is to cut off my head We watched the galaxies burn And chose to suffer and die To see through the light of day I pray he blind both my eyes Blind both my eyes We can't stay this fucked up forever Slowly pushing through it, now we're in this together Rise over malice, grow only through pain Wait for the waves to wash away