The Preface Interlude (feat. NieceyNi)

This ain't the life that I thought I'd be into Drugs niggas and tears this shit so detrimental Feeling low but still smiling my happiness a rental Won't tell these bitches my problems cause they fake sentimental Fuck friends niggas be snakes out here Craving love and affection but that shit fake out here Yeah I been climbing new heights I'm trying to face my fears But I fall flat on my back & It's like no one cares Might've given the wrong impression Smiling like I'm so happy but battling with depression Used to pop a pill just to feel But I learned my lesson Jesus take the wheel Can I heal After this confession And I'm religiously pauciloquent While bitches talking shit I'm just doley rolling my cannabis I think I done had about enough of this If i leave right now would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed Would I be missed I was fourteen wanted to rhyme They said that rapping shit ain't worth a dime They said it wasn't a priority But if I got rich off rap they'd be all over me Calling me a Queen Acting like they knew the one to make it would be me Acting like they saw me make it in their fucking dreams Acting like they supported my creativity Down bad nigga they down bad Black sheep when you broke They favorite with some cash The only time that they see me is when I shake some ass I live my life on the edge And that shit makes them mad Like what Y'all so confusing Y'all minds is so polluted And focused on drawn conclusions About me The worst thing you could do is just doubt me Life keeps knocking me down but bitch I'm ready for round three