Just Wanted You To Know

I almost texted you last night Took all my strength I thought old habits died a year ago I guess the things I thought I knew I don't I almost threw myself a bone Mind over matter til I'm lonely then all bets are off It doesn't matter who I thought I was I guess I'm talking to myself But I know that I'm a liar Thought that writing songs might help So I'm sorry that you're caught in the crossfire Oh I just wanted you to know That I've grown a lot since 2020 Oh I've been working on myself Starting journaling it helps I call my mama when I'm low Just wanted you to know Hey how've you been No that's not right I thought I saw you at the traffic light on Centinela Tried to sit real pretty for ya I miss your friends I miss your mom They're all I see on social media these days I double tap and hope that they know I'm okay But I guess I'm talking to myself And I know that I'm a liar Thought that writing songs might help So I'm sorry that you're caught in the crossfire Oh I just wanted you to know That I've grown a lot since 2020 Oh I've been working on myself Started journaling it helps I call my mama when I'm low Just wanted you to know No there's no one I need I guess I hoped you missed me No there's no one I need I guess I hoped you missed me No there's no one I need I guess I hoped you missed me