Losing You

Even with my best, it doesn't seem to work out

Too good to be true and I always let you down

Caught up in my made up story, I know that I'm a liar

Switched off the lights, but I can't sleep tight

Heartache, our tears keep on runnin' out

Too long, you waited too long for the things that I said

Now I'm asking for forgiveness I

Wish that we could travel back in time and start over again

I could tell you that I'm sorry, and we'd be fine

I've never really cared 'cause

I've never really known

And I don't understand what it means to know

I never understood, I never got to ask

Why I'm so afraid of loving loving loving you

Can't say I remember all your favorite things

I know you put up with all of my overthinking over tiny things that I tend to see

Wish that we could travel back in time and start over again

I could tell you that I'm sorry and we'd be fine

I've never really cared cause

I've never really known

And I don't understand what it means to know

I never understood, I never got to ask

Why I'm so afraid of losing losing losing

And now I always think about it

So many things I took for granted

Though it'll mean nothing

I wish I could say it now

I'll never get to care

I'll never get to know

I'll never understand why I let you go

I never think it's true

Now I can clearly see

That I'm afraid of losing losing losing

I've never really cared cause

I've never really known

And I don't understand what it means to know

I never understood, I never got to ask

Why I'm so afraid of losing losing losing

I've never really cared cause

I've never really known

And I don't understand what it means to know

I never understood, I never got to ask

Why I'm so afraid of losing losing losing

Losing losing losing you