i thought i was over it.wav (feat. Matthias)

The space I needed couldn't be provided Without judgment Love we had was timeless Love I tried to give was out of alignment But yet the time we had we couldn't find it I thought you were the one I could confide in Way to prove me wrong I couldn't trust you, so there was no way to hold on I had to let go of the rope I tried to climb Some say it's giving up But I say, I inclined Got to let go to get ahold Got to let go to gain control Cause letting you go took too damn long Letting you go took too damn long Took me three months to find a song Was lying to myself all along Got to let go to get ahold Got to let go to gain control, yeah I hope that you find where I went wrong I hope that you find where I went wrong I gave you my all And you say I gave you fifty percent I lay down and contemplate on things I could have done better I came to the realization that it's not me It's not even you We're just not aligned with each other And it's time to put the fire out, for good I said why would you do that? Got to let go to get ahold Got to let go to gain control Cause letting you go took too damn long Over and over back and forth Why do you feel so close to home? Thought you were moving on Kills my soul to hear your thoughts Got to let go to get ahold Got to let go to gain my soul, yeah Over and over back and forth Burning the candle I can't hold Three months to find a song Cause letting you go takes too damn long Are you sober? Yeah They see the angel, but I know what's true Are you sober? Yeah Reflection from the mud, I see the root Leaves underneath me, I'm leaving in tune Releasing emotions, it's blood in my pool Are you sober? They want to pick me apart cause I'm pure No angel in my bones, how am I safe? How do I keep this light on me in rage? I'm raging Feeling the tension when I catch my pace Black flame, pink moon Things change Me too Telling my old wounds, it's okay to be you I'm frustrated, different city, same shoes Pure light PMS'ing on this fake moon Letting go with all the love that I have A lot was misplaced, too much to grab Leave it Grieving from different greys blackened path Seasonal taste, just at look my past I'm scared to relapse, I'm scared to relapse Spirit come save me from fear of my past Trusting myself to walk on the path Set me on fire, no wings on my back Trusting creator with all that I have It's not much, but I feel lighter in fact I'm hurting but I know I'm healing the cracks Set me on fire, there's no turning back Humility made me the lion I am I don't give a fuck how I show up to them Yeah Seven years, and less than a month you move fast Are you sober? I know who I was but that's not who I am They see the angel, but I know what's true Reflecting from the mud, I see the root Releasing emotions, it's blood in my pool They want to pick me apart cause I'm pure No angel inside of my bones, how am I safe? How do I keep this light on me in rage? Feeling the tension when I catch my pace