Lonely

I'm stuck here and dreaming of better days I could be something but my mind always in The gets in the way I got this feeling that there's a meaning And every time I fuck up It's one less mistake I can't decide What's wrong from right When the table turns I crumble I look back at all my troubles I try to fight My thoughts inside They say I'm no good at loving I'm just scared of being no one Let's run away to somewhere we can sleep all Day and disappear Scared to be lonely so I wait here Caught in an endless cycle of self doubt and drinking cheap beer Scared to be lonely so I wait here So I Scared to be lonely so I wait here I'm going back to where there's no time 7 years of chasing feel I'm going insane What do I hide from Why do i stay Lost myself in thinking that I found me I lost myself at the parties So people think that I'm busy, I I wanna be that role model I wanna be who they follow I wanna see my name only want front page Never look their way They say she goes for gold They say that she do it alone They say she ain't got time to waste not long before she's old I'm uncontrollable I get uncomfortable I talk too much to prove that I'm not scared being alone One shot I'm on it More shots I've lost it Overwhelmed and disconnected I don't wanna talk about it Let's run away to somewhere we can sleep all day and disappear Scared to be lonely so I wait here Caught in an endless cycle of self doubt and Drinking cheap beer Scared to be lonely so I wait here So I Scared to be lonely so I wait here I'm going back to where there's no time Let's run away to somewhere we can sleep all Day and disappear Scared to be lonely so I wait here