Live My Life

Never used to be this insecure

Never used to wonder what I was here for

I don’t know how to be this person

But I can’t go back to who I was

Stuck tryna find ways to escape

Killing the function of my brain

The future is scary I’m not brave

But it doesn’t help to stay in place

I’m wasting my time

On problems not mine

But in the daylight

I distract my mind

But then it’s gets dark

And nobody’s up

And if they are then

They’re drunk at a club

My thoughts are louder

When the house is quiet

This show is boring

But I’m not tired

And I just hope I didn’t forget how to live my life

And I just pray I didn’t forget how to live my life

I’m running out of things to do

Every hour feels like two

Burning eyes with the blue light

Maybe I need to go outside

Said if you’re down than I am too

But I still haven’t left my room

And I don’t wanna be a mess

But I don’t feel like getting dressed

I’m wasting my time

On problems not mine

But in the daylight

I distract my mind

But then it’s gets dark

And nobody’s up

And if they are then

They’re drunk at a club

My thoughts are louder

When the house is quiet

This show is boring

But I’m not tired

And I just hope I didn’t forget how to live my life

And I just pray I didn’t forget how to live my life