Masochist

Learning lessons getting harder and harder Learning lessons getting harder and harder Foolish, got me acting foolish Boy, let's do it Lost it, think I might've lost it Pushing me, a good girl going toxic Phone full of unsaved numbers, there's a maybe right next to your name Put in work like overtime just for you to throw it away Night shift, keep it light, shit, let my conscience take a break Throw it back, ain't no shame (A-a, a, a) just like that (A-a,a, a-a) lose control like that (A-a,a, a) just like that (A-a,a, a-a) lose control like Been two weeks since I've had a sober streak I don't practice what I preach The way I do it make your knees weak Like, oh my God, when you see what's underneath Have you praying to me, please Let me have another peek Manic, I let you hit cause I'm manic Adrenaline hooked like an addict I'm done with the crystals, just load up them missiles Boy, don't fucking call me dramatic Only let you in when I'm down and out As long as there's someone around and you got me making that (A-a,a, a) like that (A-a,a, a-a) lose control like that (A-a, a, a) just like that (A-a, a, a-a) lose control like Learning lessons getting harder and harder You're only there when I take off my armor Guard down, let you sabotage my honor But I like that, masochist hit you right back On the couch (learning lessons getting harder and harder) In the kitchen (you're only there when I take off my armor) When it's wrong it hits different it hits different (guard down, let you sabotage my honor) But I like that, masochist hit you right back (hit you right back) A-a,a, a (a-a,a, a) A-a,a, a-a (lose control like that) A-a, a, a (a-a, a) Just like that A-a,a, a, a-a (like that, lose control like that) A-a,a, a A-a,a, a-a A-a,a, a (just like that) A-a,a, a-a