Sinking

Uh, so close to the water, so close to sinking You been on your own lately too, so what you thinking? Got a lot on my mind, so it's hard to think what I'm thinking, yeah I guess we'll stop, but what's the reason? I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging - F- these nagging, and this nagging - She don't know she over-payed, and how she raised don't make it better Tryna think that I can change, and now we storming through the weather Feeling unappreciated, and just looking for a "thanks" All she do is irk my nerves, look at me side-ways, make complaints And I know deep in her mind she got a love, but got a hate That's the reason we come back and get so close, then run away On the other hand, I know you must forgive to get to Heaven But it's hard to love my daddy after leaving at 11 Truth be told, I'm just not ready, that's why I ain't get my blessings And I truly understand, so God, I hope you get this message Only looking for peace, crying myself to sleep How a - so shallow but the water get so deep? Could remember 2016 it was only at my feet Fast-forward to now and it done gotten past my knees So close to the water, so close to sinking You been on your own lately too, so what you thinking? Got a lot on my mind, so it's hard to think what I'm thinking, yeah I guess we'll stop, but what's the reason? I got my own problems, dealing with this nagging - F- these nagging, and this nagging - She don't know she over-payed, and how she raised don't make it better Tryna think that I can change, and now we storming through the weather