What to Say

It could all be so simple Yeah, yeah, yeah I miss my grandma, we don't hardly talk It hurt for us to speak My papa said they always there for me That's getting hard to see Wish I could spend more time with lil Mae I'm somewhere in the A She old enough to ask why I ain't home I don't know what to say Cause it's like I don't know how to tell her I been gone so long Because I'm tryna make it better It's hard to live a life where you can't feel it When they say they love you Remember who inside That's how you deal with every time they judge you Feeling all alone With the feelings I been holding in Barely holding on It's just I feel like I been owed a win Knock me down and I get right back up Just to go again Know it's coming, know it is I ain't never know a friend So I don't owe nobody nothing Ain't nobody here to tell me it'll be okay Telling them I'm near it I been stepping out on faith Praying God will hear it Each and every time I pray They don't understand and I hate it It's crazy how my fans think I made it While I'm tryna tell my mama It'll happen soon for us I can't wait to see it See the moon from the tour bus Know I'm something serious They hating on me I got people in Nigeria That's waiting on me Say the numbers just keep going up While the labels holding nuts Asked for my account from Miguel He ain't show me nothing I just keep on going might as well 'Cause I know it's coming Still ain't seen my royalties for hole in my heart Still ain't seen my royalties for destined to be I can't help but ask God what he testing in me Feel I'm ready for it I ain't sleeping till the early morning Niggas act like they'll do a song And never send it through Niggas never was a friend of me That ain't what friends would do I can't wait to see you And act like I don't know you Imma say it's nice to meet you They take what you give and That's why I don't trust you people Niggas treat you like they equal Knowing we ain't equal I feel like you evil You gotta be hurting Cause why you hurting me for Why you leaving me sore Treat me like I don't exist Know it's coming, know it is Know it's coming though I stress Maybe if I speak it to existence when I'm feeling less Mmm, but I'm tired But they looking Keep on pushing till I'm higher Barely is I'm ever wrong Family they don't like my song They don't ever share it when I drop That's why I feel that way I would give them everything I got But what they do the same? Hear me in this song so when I drop It's just for you to sing Bought another perk for me to pop To get me through the pain But it don't ever make it no better I've been struggling to keep my head up I know what you're thinking cause I read you See as you get closer to the top You don't know who will love you I ain't really worried if I drop Cause it's gon' do the numbers Uh yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Uh yeah, yeah Yeah, I miss my grandma We don't hardly talk It hurt for us to speak My papa said they always there for me That's getting hard to see Wish I could spend more time with lil Mae I'm somewhere in the A She old enough to ask why I ain't home I don't know what to say Cause it's like I don't know how to tell her I been gone so long Because I'm tryna make it better It's hard to live a life where you can't feel it When they say they love you Remember who inside That's how you deal with every time they judge you Yeah yeah