Don't Ya Know?

You honestly don't think I know

You've grown weary & tired of me, right?

You honestly think I can't see

The means to end you shape in your eyes

Not like I don't ever think of you & miss the simpler times

Or the ones we were denied

It's not like we are coming to, no

I know you're not blind I can see it in your eye

Don't ya know?

The way you drag me down

When you're tearing me apart piece by piece

And watching as my heart skips every beat

I was your fool

To absolutely say the least

Don't ya know, I know you're tired of me

Don't ya know, I'm not too blind to see

(Oh no)

Don't ya know the way I thought of you

And always felt fine

The feeling flipped inside of me

Interference, intervine

Cause then I knew the truth

I'm better apart from you

But seeing you everyday reminds me every time

Of my first love, one that I let go of for you

Biggest mistake of my life and it lead to nothing

I should've just been satisfied

Is that my consequences coming?

Guess I better hide

Don't ya know?

The way you drag me down

When you're tearing me apart piece by piece

And watching as my heart skips every beat

I was your fool

To absolutely say the least

Don't ya know, I know you're tired of me

Don't ya know, I'm not too blind to see

(Hahaha, ohh)

Even with a gun at my temple, my cortex malleable in your control

You just couldn't bring yourself to kill me could you?

And as much as you long for it and I long for your joy

And my means to end, somebody ceases the ability

To put rest our suffering

So maybe you just want me to do it

Y'know, bleed all my spoilt rotten blood and

Feed this earth a new sin to burden

And when my day of rest finally comes

I know you'll be there at my funeral

Just taking in the mother fucking view

Don't ya know?

You know you took it too far, far too far

Yet I still let you push me and me with you

As we fall off this cliff into the abyss below

Now what about the things you promised?

Or the love you swore?

Well, it's a figment of imagination

It's a fucking eyesore

Then you took back every word without even a doubt

If you never loved me, why'd you tell me that you know?

Don't ya know?

The way you drag me down

When you're tearing me apart piece by piece

And watching as my heart skips every beat

I was your fool

To absolutely say the least

Don't ya know, I know you're tired of me

Don't ya know, I'm not too blind to see

Don't ya know?

I regret every day I left my first belief

Saying I moved on was so easy

Cause rebounds come too naturally

Don't ya know?

The love I felt was another thing

My first love, who I left stupidly

My first love, I owed you everything