The last time you heard from me is when we were arguing

I hate that when you think of me, you think of all the times that I let you down

And I know I've been a bastard, but I can't fix it now

I'm far down the line

Looking at my home screen, thinking what's wrong with me

Seeing everybody tweet and I'm just getting angrier

Spiraling down and I know I have it well on my side of town

But it's hard not to cry when I think of you and think of me

And thinking of the things that we did to past the time

And know that we won't ever spend it like that in a while

Crazy thought, yeah, I also think it's wild

I just wanna smile like this

Crazy thought, but I am pissed

Pent up anger I held in and let out the wrong way

I'm big mouth, I can't help it

I'm selfish and I don't give a fuck