Apologizing

I appreciate that you apologized

But I hate hearing that you talk to other guys, yeah (You're such a mama's boy)

So I'm asking God why, I'm living with the devil but we all the same kind

And I ain't gonna do it but I saw it in my mind

I saw my mom die, nightmare last night

And I don't wanna be that guy but that guy

I don't wanna cause you pain but that's life

I'm sorry but the POV change when you see someone die

And I seen someone die

You ever feel hurt so much that you can't cry

You ever try to bring him back to life but it's just tries

You ain't never had a nightmare until you to be right there

And I believe in God, he don't fight fair

Next time it happens, swear to God I'll be right there

The closest one that you love that can hurt you the most

Swear to God I seen a ghost

And you ain't gotta taint the river how I seen your body floating

But I'll bring you back bro

And I can do magic but this pain giving me havoc

Crazy like the Mad Hatter, now I'm doing bad habits

Heard you hit my girl, bro that's dope, yeah that's so savage

Put my family first like I'm No Savage

But how the fuck the ones who don't think be teaching me, how I wanna be

Yeah I wanna be, the one to be

And why I don't fuck with you

Cause you ain't nothing to me

How so many best friends turned on me

Step like elephants, nah I ain't forget that beef

I'm in my element, turnt up while I drink

You ever seen your dad cry like a faucet sink

You ever heard so many lies, you don't know what to think

I seen my dad run away, I don't know what to think

Now my mom got a new man, acting on demands

Mom I can't change, really I'm the same man

Work myself to death, hell yeah we on the same plan

I done seen my ex, turn her face, I've seen the same glance

But I'm lucky guy

Shoutout Q Money he ain't never have a chance to see his mother cry

Yeah I saw my mama cry

Found out my little brother he was in Utah, tried to commit suicide

I would give my life for you, I'd get euthanized

How the fuck everyday you cool with smoking getting high

I wish this money made a difference

I wish this money made a difference

Yeah I wish this money made a difference

I could buy your love and you would listen

But this money no different

Leveling up, I'm just tripping

But nobody gonna see it when you need assistance

That's why I got a best friend who saved your life that's no kidding

Thank god all my best friends living

And far away I could see that life

Yeah you'll be alright, yeah you'll be alright

Now we all the same kind, please be kind

Best friends I done lost best friends please don't remind me

Please don't remind me