Habits

Wearing the same outfit for three days

Nothing seems to ever come my way

Running through the traffic, trying not to get caught by my thoughts

Wanna jump but maybe I should not

Standing in the shower like I'm lost

Everything I say comes with a deadly cost

I think I am bleeding, murder done by my mistakes

Losing every game I never played

And I keep repeating

All of my worst habits

Maybe I am too depressed to realize I'm manic

And I'll keep reliving

All of my worst panics

Maybe I should call my shrink and say something dramatic

Or get rid of my habits

Begging all my plans to disappear

Trying to drown myself in tequila and cheap beer

Dancing in a short dress with some people that I never liked

'Cause maybe it will be better this time

And I'll keep repeating

All of my worst habits

Maybe I am too depressed to realize I'm manic

And I'll keep reliving

All of my worst panics

Maybe I should call my shrink and say something dramatic

Or get rid of my habits

Cross the yellow line

Have done it too many times

Pull me back and scream me back to life

All my bridges burned

Not a table left unturned

Feeling stuck but I'll say that I'm fine

And I'll keep repeating

All of my worst habits

Maybe I am too depressed to realize I'm manic

And I'll keep reliving

All of my worst panics

Maybe I should call my shrink and say something dramatic

Or get rid of my habits

Or get rid of my habits

Or get rid of my