Fantasy I Found

I wish I had a better reason For thinking that I'll never measure up I wanna be the hero that you want I wanna paint the world a picture I wanna show them all who I've become I wanna go and be the one you love Spent too many nights alone Wonder if I'm even living If I committed to being conscious Would you be honest if I lost focus? Look out below Out of control Never mind I'm fine I'm good to go Nothing to see, I'm happily fading away till you notice the pain in me We're on the run Go where you want Maybe we'll find time to fall in love Look at me now So safe and sound Locked up in a fantasy I found I wish I made a better entrance Just look away so I can try again Pardon all the awkward silence Living in a grand illusion I never thought I wanted company You probably wonder what I do here I just sit around to figure out why I'm feeling broken Then I feel hopeless And try to cope with my loud emotions Where you going? Look out below Out of control Never mind I'm fine I'm good to go Nothing to see, I'm happily fading away till you notice the pain in me We're on the run Go where you want Maybe we'll find time to fall in love Look at me now So safe and sound Locked up in a fantasy I found Welcome to my world it's messy Worried that I'm overthinking But what if no one understands me Waiting on the world to witness Praying that I make a difference Think of it as entertainment Look out below Out of control Never mind I'm fine I'm good to go Nothing to see, I'm happily fading away till you notice the pain in me We're on the run Go where you want Maybe we'll find time to fall in love Look at me now So safe and sound Locked up in a fantasy I found