Pessimist

I feel like my back is breaking things just ain't adding up

I need me a great awakening I just ain't what I was

Am I destined for greatness or should I give up

Mind flooded with doubts like am I enough

I'm blocking it out don't need me a lecture

Built for this craft and taking pressure

Between you and I I'm hurting inside

No escape from it until I die

Don't listen to it just listen to this

Life is about finding your purpose it in

I take a step back no harden

Dropping 40 in the garden

Gonna ball regardless

Show 'em really who's heartless

Open my eyes but am I awake

Starting to question how much I can take

I want it straight I'm talking 180

Seven for the hand man I'm talking Brady

But all wins like Michael Jordan

Cuz no losses are important

Atleast that's what I've been taught

I've been bred not bought

I'm damed to myself with my thoughts, alone

What's a king with no crown on an empty throne

Devil on my neck like the exorcist

Times tough ain't no pessimist

I'm damed to myself with my thoughts, alone

What's a king with no crown on an empty throne

Devil on my neck like the exorcist

Times tough ain't no pessimist

My problems stacking, taller than my height

These days I can't tell what's wrong from right

Lost my mind gotta find where I left it

Hard to remember when things get hectic

No silver spoon I'm hungry

Hard life no luxury

Young ones looking up to me

So I promised em I'd be something

My brothers I know they're the truest

This for me man I got to do this

hit marker and took the throne

Killed the comp I'm in my zone

What's left to do please tell me

I mean other than get wealthy

I'm on that path just a second

Time to start armageddon

I'm damed to myself with my thoughts, alone

What's a king with no crown on an empty throne

Devil on my neck like the exorcist

Times tough ain't no pessimist

I'm damed to myself with my thoughts, alone

What's a king with no crown on an empty throne

Devil on my neck like the exorcist

Times tough ain't no pessimist

Devil in my ear so I turn the other cheek

I'm calling out to God please save me

Hours a day no sleep for months

I'd like some rest at least for once

Take that back this a new skill

I did this with no deal

Some get pressured wrong decisions

No self respect that what's missing

Addiction you can't play with

Just listen to what I'm sayin

Never switched up I'm the same man

This a consistent game plan

For what's it's worth I've been legit

Something I can live with

A lot of you can't even relate

Check yourself times getting late

I'm damed to myself with my thoughts, alone

What's a king with no crown on an empty throne

Devil on my neck like the exorcist

Times tough ain't no pessimist

I'm damed to myself with my thoughts, alone

What's a king with no crown on an empty throne

Devil on my neck like the exorcist

Times tough ain't no pessimist