This Is Not Me

I am scared to share my feelings

I am not ready to tell my story

I feel like I will judged of the mistakes I did

I'm not ready no I'm not ready

The last time I talked to someone was a week ago

No I didn't tell everything cuz I didn't know how to express myself

I don't know what to do with myself

Cuz I feel so insecure

Why do I feel this way

This is not me

I am not myself

I seem like I'm just bringing myself down

Oh I feel like shit when I talk myself down

This is not me

This is not me

This is not me

I don't like who I am now

This is not me

Why do I feel like this

I could care less of myself

Who would stop me who can make me

I hurt inside and out sometimes I just wanna give up on my life

Where will that take me

Will that help me no

If I could always be so happy all the time

If I could just have a smile on my face

Why can't life be perfect just for me

Well it can't

But it'll alright

The last time I talked to someone was a week ago(well at least you talked to someone)

No I didn't tell everything cuz I didn't know how to express myself(well at least you tried)

I don't know what to do with myself(ha you think)

Oh this so immature

This is not me

I am not myself

I seem like I'm just bringing myself down

Oh I feel like shit when I talk myself down

This is not me

This is not me

I don't like who I am now

This is not me

I am not myself

I seem like I'm just bringing myself down

Oh I feel like shit when I talk myself down

This is not me

This is not me

I don't like who I am now