The Weekend (Into the Wild Extended)

Home alone cause I've got no friends

I scream into the morning

Like it better, do my own thing

Until I reach the weekend

Too much time

To tell myself the wrong things

Fuck around with all my darkest feelings

Outside myself, see everything I'm missing

But don't you love the weekend

Is this just as good as it gets

Is this just as good as it gets

Waking up to myself again

This girl is just a loose end

Want to feel like so much more than

When they say I'm only teething

And you don't understand cause nor do I

But this isn't the real life

Got nothing to love

Keep reaching above me high

But don't you love the dreaming

Is this just as good as it gets

Is this just as good as it gets

Cry too much, lie too much

Living in my head too much

Too much for me

Cry too much, lie too much

Don't care if I die too much

Too much for me

We get by we are ok

Sleeping in our old place

The nights that we spent playing deep in our ends

Loose happy in hallways

And madness in door frames

Is that all there is

Is that all there is

Is this just as good as it gets

(We sit in hell but we dream of heaven)

Is this just as good as it gets

(We sit in hell but we dream of heaven)

Is this just as good as it gets

(We sit in hell but we dream of heaven)

Is this just as good as it gets

(But we dream of heaven)

But we dream of heaven

We sit in hell

But we dream of heaven

We'll tell ourselves we were meant for something

Can't be helped or be forgiven

One day we'll speak from heights of when we were pretending

We were pretending