Cyanide

Silent night

Hits me like cyanide

Poison kiss leaves

Cherry laurel water

On my lips

I’m stuck for the last time

Free for the first time

Tied to the bed again

Under the eyes of death and life

Lost inside my head again

Mind is spinning, relive everything

I am giving in

Trails on my forearms smiling

Won’t let me forget a thing

I am giving in

Poison leaves enter my bloodstream

Shallow breathing, entering a dream

The sheets swallow me whole

Underneath it all

Looking up

Lost inside my head again

Mind is spinning, relive everything

I am giving in