god;; (memo-09/05/23)

just last week

a kid i knew

died in his sleep

for no reasons why

for no reasons why

just 18

he shared a

couple classes with me

he had his

whole life planned out

life planned out

but i guess it wont pan out

ive never believed

in any god

so this just goes to show

that if there is one

hes a big fucking asshole

ive dealt with loss

ive read all the books

but they all seem to have a missing page

where they explain themseves

for putting me through hell

but i guess ive never been good at tests anyways

now everynight

ive been freaking out

way too scared to fall asleep

i got things to do

and things to see through

im not done till i say i am

ive never believed

in any god

so this just goes to show

that if there is one

hes a big fucking asshole

ive never believed

in any god

so this just goes to show

that if there is one

hes a big fucking asshole