pictures that broke my heart

I wish i didn't have to look At the pictures that broke my heart I wish i didn't want you at all I wish it didn't hurt so much I run away from you in real life So why do chase me in dreams Anxiety when you come in my sight I wish you would stay away from me You are the devil, you are the saint You're all the things that i want to be changed You're artificial, you are so fake Would it hurt for you to just call my name I wish i didn't have to look At the pictures that broke my heart I wish i didn't want you at all I wish it didn't hurt so much I know i told you to stay away So why does it feel like i lost a part of me oh I see you and i think how we were close That's why it hurt when i had to set you free You were my best friend You were my peace You were the one who held all of me I moved on to better I hope you don't leave Cuz im so attached to these memories I wish i didn't have to look At the pictures that you once took I know you were bad for me So we do they look so good? But i can't look at you in real life Im scared that you might look right back at me no I can't risk having you back into my life Cuz i might mess around and let you in What we had was special Just not to you I gotta accept that this was the truth I wasn't important Like you were to me Now that im gone guess your burdens free I wish i didn't have to look at the pictures that broke my heart