Where Do U Go ?

Getting stressed over the weight of my decisions Getting used to existential dispositions I know nothing I'm nowhere near perfection My mind's racing Towards no distinct direction Getting older's an expected imposition Getting worse at learning all the definitions I know nothing I know I love attention I feel something Coming up, up, up, up out of my throat Where do you go? Where do you go? When there's nothing to show Where do you go? I feel stuck from the outside in (Where do you go?) Keep replaying the might have beens (Where do you go?) I can't read between the lines I need it spelled out in front of me (oh) Please tell me why You can't choose to be alive, but you can choose to die Why was I forced to play a game before I knew I had the time? Watch my skin turn sickly sweet As I lay for eternity Sticky as I seep through the cracks No going back Coming up, up, up, up out of my throat Where do you go? Where do you go? When there's nothing to show Where do you go? I feel stuck from the outside in (Where do you go?) Keep replaying the might have beens (Where do you go?) Where do you go? Where do you go? When there's nothing to show Where do you go? I feel stuck from the outside in (Where do you go?) Keep replaying the might have beens (Where do you go?)