Strange Calm

The strangest calm inside

When I'm given everything I want all the time

A limitless divine

In any color, any shape, so sublime

Do I choose all that I see

Stripped of mystery

Nothing to myself

A different kind of hell

I know, it's all gonna blow at anytime

The strangest calm outside

When I'm sending up all I've got to the sky

Are my thoughts really my own

Am I any less alone

Hurts the more I think

In and out of sync

I know, it's all gonna blow

Yeah I know, it's all gonna blow

At anytime

Anytime

I take a gasp of air and close my eyes

I feel it caving in

Ready to begin

I take a gasp of air and close my eyes

I feel it caving in

Ready to begin