Giver (Aphelios' Song)

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes I still write for people But I I, I mean, I don't want to I wanna write for me All I think About Is how No one In this room Wants to know me They just want me For the things I give Cause that's who I am I'm a giver for the lonely I grew numb to the noise Slipping soundproof over And my mind goes under, cause I won't give them a choice If I'm breaking back in I gotta do it with my chest, cause I need proof of my life I could write a circle Round the people Stabbing at my back, but I got grit, I got fight I'm a bad, bad habit Just waiting to explode, now I'm so done with the lies They spill from their mouths Cause they want something From me I just wanted to try They fly how I wished I could fly, till my dreams died All I think About Is how No one In this room Wants to know me They just want me For the things I give Cause that's who I am I'm a giver for the lonely La, la, la, la, la, la La, la, la, la, la, la La, la, la, la, la, la La la, la la la, la Giver for the lonely Giver for the lonely I'm giving to the lonely La, la la la, la I been breaking my bones Just to satisfy an image That another person wants from me Picking up on the phone When in context they would Let it ring and leave me In the cold to freeze I just look for the good in the bad It's a bad, bad habit It'll knock me out the cycle when I I get desperate to fill the bag It's a rough, cold tendency I'll let them see the worst in me I'm so done with the lies They spill from their mouths Cause they want something From me I just wanted to try They fly how I wished I could fly, till my dreams died All I think About Is how No one In this room Wants to know me They just want me For the things I give Cause that's who I am I'm a giver for the lonely La, la, la, la, la, la La, la, la, la, la, la La, la, la, la, la, la La la, la la la, la Giver for the lonely Giver for the lonely I'm giving to the lonely La, la la la, la Every day Pouring out Pieces of Who I was For the people Who don't care Who I am Who I am